Hmm, the power of kepepet.
And tarra,, this is the night before friday.
Yeah, I dont know in these recent days, the night like this seem too long for me.
I just realized the reason. The reason is because tomorrow is friday which mean the day to come to meet my lovely. Miss you so much sayang.
Tapi penantian kali ini beda... Disambil nonton dan ngabstract ngejar target :)
Alhamdulillah
Dear my love,
Sometimes, I ask you, "when will you back to padang?"
By anychance, donot think that I am tired on doing this padang-payakumbuh things. Donot ever think that I dont want to oftenly go to your family home.
The only reason I asked that question is because I want to see you and aqsha everyday. I wanna keep my eyes on the growing of our beloved aqsa second to second, day to day.
Hopefully, the house will be ready soon so that we can welcome you on this april, insya allah
Another day of waiting.
Deg deg deg...
Its amazing to see his move in Angel bally :)
Showing he knows that we are waiting for his coming to this world.
May Allah bless you my son
Talowi, Payakumbuah
11 Februari 2016
Canangkan mimpi-mimpi mu dengan tinggi vertikal ke atas. Tapi kemudian, hamparkan ia secara horizontal. Sejauh apa pun ia, kau punya kesempatan Untuk menapaki jalan meraihnya setapak demi setapak. Kau bisa menujunya dengan berlari, bersepeda dan bahkan mungkin melaju kencang dg formula 1. Dan ketika kau kelelahan, kau pun bisa pelan berjalan dan bahkan berhenti terduduk diam. Toh selalu ada semangat Untuk bangkit dan meneruskan, karena kau Telah separuh jalan. Bahkan ketika tenaga mu habis impian mu masih disana, kau bisa tetap menjangkaunya dengan merangkak, Setidaknya kau masih bisa berusaha.
Berbeda jika mimpimu hanya menggantung tinggi vertikal jauh ke atas. Mungkin ia bisa kau Nikmati karena ia Laksana bintang berkerlip Indah, tapi mungkin hanya sebatas itu. Sebatas Untuk di lihat lihatvdan dikenang-kenang.
#r.r.piliang
Alhamdulillah. Its a rainy day. You know, its quite a big challenge when you weak up in the morning, doing subuh prayer and then you should preparethe learning materials for three different sessions. Fiuhh a very nice sensasion, no not just that, then you should take a shower in the early morning and its brrrrrr cold bro. No no not just that, with only an inappropriate mantel, riding the motorcycle through the rain. Wushhh.... Alhamdulillah. I really enjoy it. Really, Masya Allah. All of it is gone when we met in the classroom. I do love teaching. Please alow me to be a good teacher (or lecturer)
#still waiting for the announcements.
#I hope when the schedule is busy, I still love teaching.
#Hmmm cannot wait until march. To start a new stage of mylife :)
#hmm next class. Okayh
Alhamdulillah its already 2015. I pray that may Allah gives His blessing for us and we could live in His way rightfully.
Hmm... I am quite busy, so I could not tell much on this site. But I think it is very important to keep writing in here. The focus is about using English. I am affraid that the little ability of using English I have will gone when I rarely use it. So... Here it is. My first post.on 2015
Hmmm..... Finally I did it last year, 25 December 2014. Acompanied by wawan and Pa. A nice journey. Every man should try it. Beliefe me, it was sensational. :) syukron for the accompaners :)
Then, at 4 January 2015, I thought that it will be more complicated, since its a next step. However, with Your Helps, it was happened nicely (I guess). Alhamdulillah.
And now there are still time to reach the target, yeah I believe I can.
FYI, I am teaching now. What a very nice job ever!!!!. Realy, I love teaching. May Allah show me the way for becoming a great teacher in school and in a college also. Insya allah.
Hmm. The cpns selelection,, yeah you know lah, the typical of our country, nothing fix untill its announced. And when it will be Announced? Only dikti and Allah who know it.
Just pray. And make the waiting time wonderful. :)
Alhamdulillah, this morning I got a message said that there is a position that I could apply.
Hmm... okkeh, I am exciting to end up this jobless time. Although its for a school, never mind for me. :) as I declared long long time ago, that I like teaching, I am fond of it.
Hmm...
I have heard that some people said that, why dont I try to open my own course or something like that, something that not find a job, but provide a job (making a job). Okay, I have thought about it, but for now, I just want to apply my knowledge. I just want to test the thoery that I have learned. Hkw does it work in the real teaching and learning, either in school or in the university.
Dont worry, I even dream about having my own university later on. Amiin insya Allah.
But again, for now, I just want to apply my knowledge, without thinking much about how to open a course, how to manage the institution etc. Thats something that I am not focus on now.
Hopefully, there will be a good news from kemendikbud, iain and ummy.
#oh ya.. only a few days more, then I will have my own house (althought I use some money from my mom :D ) love you mom. I will return it as soon as posibble.
# a new week with a full of fighting spirit
#subhanalloh
#preparing for the cpns part 2
It always hard to start a first move. Hmm.. at this momment I a little bit confuse. Whether I can make it or not. Yeah... it will be a hard fight for me. Since I am not remember the topic of the real mathematics. And the test consist od many problems about it. Then, about what I will do after finishing the test. Hmm... I am a bit afraid ya Rabb.
Its a transition, and yeah.... I dont know.
However, bismillah. I will fight. Absolutely yes, I will give my hard work.
Hmmm what a busy week. Procesing the house, the skck, the npwp, the yellow card, the healthy letter. Hmmm
Bismillah
Please allow me to make it ya Rabb.
Please guide me with your light.
Menjalani hari sebagai seorang yang dikenal dengan istilah "pengangguran" memang sedikit membuat galau. Gimana enggak, sekolah boleh dibilang cukup mumpuni, bahkan diberi anugrah untuk mencicipi pendidikan luar negeri, tapi apa daya, yang namanya dunia pasca campus tetap saja memiliki tantangan nya sendiri. Sampai saat ini, saya masih belum memiliki aktivitas tetap yang berupa sebuah pekerjaan. Tak seperti beberapa teman lainnya mungkin yang mampu mengembangkan diri pada bidang usaha, saya tak begitu memiliki skill di bidang tersebut. Sebagian lainya berkecimpung dalam bidang jasa misal menjadi trainer, sama juga, saya bukanlah seseorang yang terbiasa dengan dunia trainer. Klo disuruh ngisi materi, ya insya Allah bisa. Tapi kalo diharapkan menjadi trainer... hmmmm wait. I am not that good. So what can I do???
Hmmm.... bismillah, its time to explor my skill and ability. The ability to survive and the ability of applying the theories in the real world.
I just afraid that I could not do what I have said, since the theories is not the same with the live application.
But bismillah, we will survive insya Allah. And I believe that.
Hmm... actually I already got the information from my fellow students that the lecturer that I want to meet is busy. However, I still hope that I can consult about the revision with him today. And I will realy thank if he give me the acc.
#this morning is not too good, my mood is fly away. Yeah, its only about my feeling since I think that it is mine. Nothing wrong, clearly, its only came from the myside.
# I did not find even one of my collage in this lobby. Not as the day before, many of them wait for the lecturer as I did. But now, I think I am the oly one master students that wait for the lecturer. May be they already finished the revision and just busy with other stuff like preparing the photograph :D
# :) its challenging ofcourse and I believe that there will be a good thing behind this.
#The beuaty of getting pak abadi as one of the examiner :)
#feeling alone, both conotative and denotative meaning
Nothing wrong when you miss your friend which is far away from you. But the problem is, there are still them, the current friend you have around you, who need you to care of. #semangat pagi. #hopefully i can get the acc from pak abadi today. Edisi #aku&pakabadiku
The schedule for today is sharing the information about our scholarship. Alizwel insya allah. There is always a way.
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