Dan finally it is a D-1 day. Fieldwork phase about to finish

Alhamdulillah
Allahu Akbar

Terimakasih atas segala Rahmat dan PetunjukMu ya Allah.

Hanya kepadaMU tempat hamba memohon dan meminta pertolongan.

Rasa syukur yang tiada terkira.

Dan semoga fieldwork ini penuh berkah dan penuh hikmah.

Dan hamba mohon keredhoanMu untuk proses selanjutnya hingga purna jua janji bakti.

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Thank you my dearest love, I miss you so much.

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Thank you for everything, thank you for everyone.

Astagfirullahal adziim 3x.

Berlatih rileks dan tenang menghadapi keadaan dadakan

 Saya seorang yang terbiasa semua on plan.

 Kurang bisa tenang jika tidak on schedule apalagi ada agenda yang nyelonong masuk merusak tatanan rencana.

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Namun, Angel merubah caraku untuk lebih berdamai dengan keadaan. Angel bilang, kita hanya bisa rencanakan dan kondisikan apa yang ada dalam kendali kita. Sehingga yang di luar itu kita hanya bisa menerima dan merespon serta mencari solusi sebaik dan semampu kita.

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Akhir-akhir ini Allah ingatkan saya dengan banyaknya kejadian-kejadian tak terduga yang membuat degup degup di dada bergelora. Namun alhamdulillah, saya berusaha menerima dengan menguatkan keyakinan diri bahwa ini adalah yang terbaik yang Allah takdirkan buat kita.

Dan ya.... memang demikianlah insya Allah.

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Agar penelitian berjalan dengan lancar, saya melakukan simulasi dan ujicoba di venue untuk pelaksanaannya. Semua berjalan lancar dan sukses saat uji coba.

H-1 pun saya kembali mengkonfirmasi kepada penjaga gedung bahwa saya akan memakai kelas di gedung tersebut seperti minggu lalu. dan beliau bilang OK.

Namun, paginya ternyata saya harus pindah ke kelas lain, ke lantai yang lebih tinggi dan saya belum pernah ujicoba di kelas tersebut. Sang penjaga bilang, ini kelasnya bagus, AC nya lebih dingin, biasanya Pak Rektor suka kuliah di kelas tersebut.
Fiuh, melihat Ibuknya optimis bercerita saya pun, ikut optimis.

Dan Tarrraaa.....
Saat infokus dinyalakan dan coba dihubungkan ke laptop saya... ternyata tidak nyambung.
Sayapun kaleseh peseh di pagi itu untuk urusan laptop dan infokus. coba kabel ini itu, coba pinjam laptop peserta, 1, 2, 3 tetap tidak menyala. Ambil proyektor mini, tapi ternyata colokannya masih versi Ausie dan saya ga bawa yg versi indonesianya. Ada peserta yang inisiatif pinjamkan vga adapter ke teman kostnya dan menjemputkan ke kost. Dan coba lagi ke semua laptop, masih tetap tidak bisa. Akhirnya saya ganti dengan versi tayangan zoom ke laptop untuk masing-masing kelompok.

Alhamdulillah Day 1 done.

--> Alhamdulillahnya, kata si Ibu Saya tak perlu menyusun kembali kursi seperti semula, sehingga minggu depan bisa langsung dipakai lagi. Kelas ini karena di lantai 3 akan jarang dipakai.

Wah benar juga, alhamdulillah. klo kelas di lantai bawah, itu akan sering dipakai kuliah oleh dosen-dosen lain. Sehingga susunan kursi harus dikembalikan seperti semula. 
Syukur alhamdulillah ya Allah. perpindahan ini membawa keberkahan dan menjadi solusi untuk satu persoalan pelik, yaitu susun dan bongkar susunan kursi. 
Alhamdulillah Allahu Akbar.

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DAY 2

Persiapan Day 2 saya usahakan untuk lebih matang dan bahan-bahannya pun saya siapkan lebih awal. Hingga pagi hari lancar. Dan perjalanan ke kampus pun lancar. 
Namun, setibanya di kampus sayapun dibuat terkejut, ternyata saya lupa memasukkan tas ke dalam mobil. Karena saking banyaknya barang bawaan yang harus dimasukkan.
Waktu tinggal 12 menit lagi.
Akhirnya saya putuskan untuk lanjut tanpa menjemput tas, yang artinya tanpa laptop dan tanpa ppt yang sudah saya siapkan sebelumnya.

Saya kejarkan untuk merevisi ppt kembali di kantor.
Dan alhamdulillah ada mahasiswa yang laptop nya bisa dipakai untuk presentasi. Urusan proyektur sudah saya siapkan dengan meminjam infokus dari jurusan. Alhamdulillah berjalan dengan lancar.

And you know what, Allah Maha Penyayang. entah kenapa, saat di rumah pagi hari, charger saya keluarkan dari tas dan pindahkan ke kardus. entah kenapa tiba-tiba saya mengeluarkan memory card kamera yang biasanya saya simpan di tas karena selalu di bawa ke kampus ke tas kamera. Sehingga wal hasil walau tas tertinggal, yang tertinggal hanya lah laptop (dan ppt di dalamnya) sedangkan hal-hal penting yang ada di tas sudah Allah pindahkan dan akhirnya terbawa sampai ke kampus.

Alhamdulillah Day 2 selesai.
Terimakasih ya Rabb.

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ya... berlatih lah untuk selalu sabar dan tawakkal ronal. karena sebaik apa pun rencanamu, maka Allah punya kuasa untuk menggantinya. Dan insya Allah dengan rencana yang lebih baik beserta rahasia-rahasia illahi dibaliknya.

Alhamdulillah.

Semoga Day 3,4 and 5 serta keseluruhan penelitian ini berjalan lancar dan berkah. Amiin YRA

Pk 139 lpdp dipamartani

Dengan penuh deg deg an. Kaki ini dilangkahkan.

Berbekal dukungan penuh orang2 terkasih. Padang kutinggalkan sementara.

Untuk berjuang, untuk menang.

Sekali lagi.... Bukanlah tentang bagaimana bertahan dalam dinamika seminggu ke depan...

Tapi lebih pada bagaimana menahan rindu ketika fragmen-fragmen kemesraan bersama Angel, Aqsho dan Rasyid seolah memanggil pulang.

Ah... Entah mengapa aku berlatih menyanyikan mars lpdp di rumah secara terbuka. Akibatnya Aqsho, putra sulungku juga ikut menyanyikannya. Ia sangat hapal 2 kata ini " hai bumi....." Dengan irama yg lucu.

Dan engkau tahu sobat... Setiap kali menyanyikan mars ini, tak ayal, Aqsho pun selalu teringat dan rindu dengan nya tak tertahankan.

Parahnya lagi.... Kami tak henti2 nya berlatih bersama menyanyikan mars tsb pada persiapan acara PK ini... -____-
Ahhh..... I miss u

Bismillah.
Semoga kami bisa berangkat bareng.

Hokkeh.

Keep calm and follow PK.
Hari ini hari 1 pk 139

When it was done

Hmm... Big event.

And being part of it is amazing.

In the middle of the problem,
And trying to be part of solutions.

Fiuh...
A new role for me as a treasurer.

Alhamdulillah

Almost done.

It will be finished after the event's report submitted to the Boss

Really need a space

Alhamdulillah...

The application for Budi LN is already opened. Bismillah.

But yeahhh.... I really need a space.

Yup a space for me. My space to do my "office" things.

too much talking

I define my self as a person who do not really like to interact with a too much talking person.

And I also keen on working in a silent environment.

But...

I just realized that, unconsciously, I am likely to have talked more than I need this previous days.


Hokke.. it is not good since it contrast with what I believe in. As a "silent person"

So, maybe to fulfill the demand of the boss, i need to cut down my talking frequencies and pay more attention for the upcoming deadline things.

#proposal
#apllication
#sending documents
#preparing the research

#AllahuAkbar
#KITA BISA

Old Room, new Taste

Hokkeh...

today is a little bit nano2 for me.

I should prepare myself to comeback into the reality.


And yeah.. of course, the real world is a hard place to struggle. We need to fight to be the winner.

Fight with our lazyness,....


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Ibroh dari sebuah pertemuan yang kuhadiri beberapa waktu lalu.

Andai nanti aku jadi seorang pimpinan, aku harus mampu menjadi perekat dan penyemangat untuk semua tim ku. Aku harus mampu menempatkan mereka semua sebagai orang-orang yang hebat dan dapat diandalkan. Walau mungkin beberapa ada yang spesial bagiku, namun tak kan ku ungkapkan di depan yang lainnya....

Karena memang, dibanding-bandingkan itu tidaklah enak....

:) :) :)

Semangattt semangattt semangattt

ALLAHU AKBAR

#luruskan niat
#rapatkan shaf
#kuatkan semangat
#kerja kerja kerja
#bisa dan mau

almost give up....

almost give up, since the activity and the work came hugely one by one... :D

But finally based on this condition, we can realize that we really need a help to organize everything. And our lovely mom appear beautifully for solving the condition. Thanks Mom.

Its a kind of an arrogant side of me. :)

And a beautiful week come after,

But of course there are still a lot of work to do, as Now.

The extended deadline of submitting ICOMSET article.. fiuh.

Bismillah...

#however, i should attend a student's proposal defense, and supervise one student who already made an appointment with me, and this noon there will be a meeting with the chairmen.

#so,,,, when i have time to write this article.....

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Just enjoy it. Jho.

NIDN ...

http://forlap.dikti.go.id/dosen/detail/OTA3MkYyMjgtODg0QS00OUI2LUE1MUEtODk1REM1RDYwMUFE

finally, i got it. Bismillah. Officially as a lecturer in pdpt dikti :)

Alhmdulillah, Allah masih menegur.

Ya... sudah terlalu lama mungkin hanya sibuk dengan rutinitas, maklum, rimba raya kehidupan ini kami arungi bertiga... dengan tugas dan deadline yg tiada henti.

Insya allah, semua ada hikmahnya.

Dear jazz and dear vario and dear xperia, I do apologize for not serving you well. Insya allah, I will remember that you also deserve to get your right.

Semoga ga ada problem lagi dengan kalian ya, dear.

Hmmm....
And my boy are growing up. Udah pintar ini itu, semoga jadi anak yg sholeh dan hafidz quran ya nak. :)

Hmm...
Hari ini kita ngedate, mumpung aqsha sama nenek. What a nice day, although,  although. ?. : D
Love you angel.

Alhamdulillah.

Yup, no matter how....

Yup no  matter how, no matter what. Only you know how hard your life is.

Dijalani saja. Karena orang sering lupa untuk melihat situasi dengan kaca mata orang lain.

Mereka kadang hanya tahu tentang sesuatu yang menurut mereka tepat dan seharusnya seperti apa. Tanpa ia tahu bahwa semua itu tidaklah sama.

Misal, apa yang harus dikerjakan orang sebelum ke kantor, rute mana saja yang harus dilaluinya, berapa jarak yang mesti diarungi.

Kadang orang merasa bebannya sama.. kan sama-sama supir, kan sama-sama ma najer, kan sama-sama dosen, saya begini berarti kamu juga mesti seperti ini dong.
Hmm... medan kita kadang berbeda boy, Peran kita juga mungkin berbeda.

Ini menjadi pelajaran berharga bagi saya.
1. Only ourselves know how hard ourlifes is
2. Dont ever judge people only based on what we see. Really, we really dont know the great story behind it.
3. appreciate. ... yup appreciation.   Appreciate everything in your life. Because insya allah everything happens with a reason. Allah knows the best for us.

Silakan berkarya anak muda

Looking at the title, it sounds that I am too old right :D

Yeah maybe. Since I already have a little boy at home and the people in my job world call me by using "Pak". -_-

Just now, I unconsciously found  my neighbour's instagram account. He is my junior and we are not in contact each other for long time. Hmm... He already grown-up become a visionary boy. Yups with contribution to the nation. Whoa..

I just remember about my past when I still at college. Yup.. Organize many thing, become volunteer for communuty development, doing many activities which contribute to others.

I feel that when I in my position now, I couldnt di as much and as free as before. Yeah I still try to give my contributions but it different you know.

So, bagi kawula muda, gunakanlah waktu muda mu dengan sebaik baiknya. Cobalah Hal Hal Baik sebanyak Mungkin. Berbaktilah sedini Mungkin. Karena Jika kamu sdh masuk Ke Dunia Profesional, Maka Mungkin waktumu tak Lagi sebanyak Dan sebebas dulu.

#justjho

Sea dr 4 2016

Alhamdulillah this is the d day. Actually not as horrible as I think. Yeah just prepare well do the best and pray. Allah will always with you insya allah.

I like the atmosphere, meet and discuss with academia and scientists from various institution.

There are still many gaps in my mind about the topics the model the terms :)

But thats is the challenge, I really thanks Allah for this moment.

Meet my supervisors around the world.

Keren itu kalo lihat bapak ibuk yg udah ga muda lagi present something yg really scientific itu sesuatu bingit.

1st time self driving

8 x mati di jalan..

Tapi ober all alhamdulillah aman.

Rute pertama lumin lubay.. Fiuh sampai...

Thanks for the phone advise wawan.

Now the callenge is going back from lubay to lumin.

Bismillah

Next week will be challenging :)

In these two night we prepare the house for welcoming angel and aqsha. Even until mid night.. Hehe deadliners as usual.

And tomorrow is the time. .yeah with wawan I will pick they up and bring them to padang...

Whoaa almost three months, hopefully angel will like it... Not that big and furious, but yeah.. That, what I  only  can right now, especially to provide more space in the main building of the house.

Thanks for papa and mama and roli and randa and bang hen and toms.. Love you fulll. Rezeki punya 3 pejantan tangguh sebagai saudara.. :)

Ehm...
Tarra...
I already got my sim a.
Bismillah

Next week:
#Officially bertiga
#welcome to padang aqsha (tomorrow insya allah)
#NgeJazz insya Allah
#sea dr 4
#baralek bg andri
#ketemu potential supervisor s3 dari oz
#ketemu supervisor s2 dari holland
#ketemu supervisor s2 dari surabaya
#ketemu suoervisor dan dosen s1 dari unp

Challenging euy

Allahu akbar

When time is very expensive

Available Time is limited but the  workload is overloaded.

However, we cannot just let it go as it is.

Thats why we are here, because this is only for the great man. Yeah the mankind who realize that it is not the time of denying the condition but its the time of managing it :)

*since we have to do what we are in charge to, our time is limited,even for making a call
:(

For you dear my friends who have so many spare time... Please use it wisely.. Because you dont know what is it look like when you are in a run out of time conditions

Drive in

Bismillah

First day,

Academic off

Since the last friday, when I fulfilled the duty of the new prodi things and also submitting the final mark of the students, I got several days free. Yeah in my plan, until the next friday.

This long holiday due to the preparation of the birth of my first son :) insya allah in this month.

Till now, five days already, I did not do anything related to the academic world :D
Hmm, I fell something missing, :D :) , yeah you know lah I am an academic person, actually.

But, yup, this is good, perhaps. Giving my self some times for refreshing, spent all the time with my lovely angle and also my child.

Living around the family in a village, with a high culture. Homy situation and full of love.

But...
The phone is ringing already, the world is coming (again). Yeah, although this holiday is enjoyable, I know that somewhere there, manything are waiting for me.

I love both of them, the free day, and the work day. Those teach me how to appreciate the times, how to give the hard work, how to manage the health so that I can give my best contribution for those which I am in charge of, how to make my beloved family feel that they are my priority, and teach me how beautiful the live that Allah Gives to me.

Yeah, now the thing left is how I show Allah that I am trying hard to reach His Love

Insya allah.

Talawi, Payakumbuh
Tuesday, 9 February 2016

(#pray for sumbar, there are some floats around this province these two days)

Hurray, the 7th month is coming

Alhamdulillah, everything have been done well.
Yeah in the name of Allah. All is well alhamdulillah.

We spent the Qurban holiday just at home, most of it only by the three of us, Me, Angel and Dedek. A very-very nice holiday. We dont go any where :), but the feeling is that we are in a honeymoon vacation. Remind that we did not have the honeymoon yet. :)

ANd it is monday now, the challenge is coming. Teaching the new subject, meeting new students and hope that i will not get lost in this crowded life, insya Allah.

Hmm... Its time to send the carolyn task. Eventough it is very late, but i should it any way. to show that i am stand until the end of the battle. yeah.. Lets rock the keyboard bung.

By the way, i just wanna send a love message to someone over there, wait for me ya dear, i will pick you up. Miss youuu

Raker STKIP Adzkia

Hmm these two days, started from yesterday, i am following the raker of stkip adzkia. Hmm its a new college institution for me, and the journey begin.

Alhamdulillah, but i feel sorry for angel since today we will have buka bersama in stkip but i leave her at home :( ganbatte angel