here we go again

Alhamdulillah,

Semua hiruk pikuk dunia pekerjaan, Allah jadikan jalan bagiku untuk bertemu dengan jalan mulia, jalan para pembelajar, jalan para pencari Tuhan.

Alhamdulillah,

Tidak ada yang terjadi melainkan ada hikmah dibalik nya.

Dan insya Allah saya pun yakin demikian.

Walau ielts sdh expire,

Walau Loa sdh expire,

Walau beasiswa lpdp entah gimana kelanjutannya...

Tapi satu yang pasti,

Nal, you have to stay focus and keep the spirit up.

Akan ada jalannya insya Allah.

Pk 139 lpdp dipamartani

Dengan penuh deg deg an. Kaki ini dilangkahkan.

Berbekal dukungan penuh orang2 terkasih. Padang kutinggalkan sementara.

Untuk berjuang, untuk menang.

Sekali lagi.... Bukanlah tentang bagaimana bertahan dalam dinamika seminggu ke depan...

Tapi lebih pada bagaimana menahan rindu ketika fragmen-fragmen kemesraan bersama Angel, Aqsho dan Rasyid seolah memanggil pulang.

Ah... Entah mengapa aku berlatih menyanyikan mars lpdp di rumah secara terbuka. Akibatnya Aqsho, putra sulungku juga ikut menyanyikannya. Ia sangat hapal 2 kata ini " hai bumi....." Dengan irama yg lucu.

Dan engkau tahu sobat... Setiap kali menyanyikan mars ini, tak ayal, Aqsho pun selalu teringat dan rindu dengan nya tak tertahankan.

Parahnya lagi.... Kami tak henti2 nya berlatih bersama menyanyikan mars tsb pada persiapan acara PK ini... -____-
Ahhh..... I miss u

Bismillah.
Semoga kami bisa berangkat bareng.

Hokkeh.

Keep calm and follow PK.
Hari ini hari 1 pk 139

Trying to be a good father

Alhamdulillah, genap 3 minggu usia Rasyid dan sebelumnya pas 3 tahun usia Aqsha.

Hidup memang penuh warna.

Dan suka duka Allah pergilirkan.
Bersyukur untuk semua yg Allah anugrahkan.
______

#aqiqahRasyid

Beda sensasi ketika dulu aqsha aqiqah di payakumbuh.
Sedangkan Rasyid d Padang.

Kali ini, pengalaman pertama ku menjadi host di sebuah acara yg mengundang orang banyak.

Ya, menjadi tuan rumah.

Mengurus ini dan itu nya.
Merasakan setiap jengkal kepusingan saat mempersiapkannya.

Memantap2 kan hati dan mengingat2 kan jiwa ini untuk yakin dan percaya pada pertolongan Allah. Everything will be ok .

Alhamdulillah finally its done.

Barakalloh

How...

I just realized that there are so many things I cannot do.
There are so many mistakes I already made.

But Allah still Gives me everything.

Hmmm
Its time to learn more to be better.
Although,  I am not sure, how.

Enjoying the waiting time.

Alhamdulillah.. so far so good.
Lets follow the flow.

Although I am not really like in the position of following others command. I more like in the point of making the rule. :).

______
Hmm...
Three days of doing nothing.... I can survive, perhaps.

But if it is more than that......
Watchout!!!!!
Usually, something trouble will come to my mood.

Just enjoy it.

Coming back home : part 2

Before i posted about giving a talk to the students of mathematics department in UNP. I use the same title for the current post. But now, the real coming back home.

Alhamdulillah i am appointed as one of the cpns in mathematics department of UNP.

I am really grateful for this position. I pray to Allah to guide me in doing this job.

Of course its hard to leave my beautiful STKIP Adzkia (thanks for everything, i will never forget it), but i believe i will survive and enjoy the new place where i belong to now.

#happy to cross out one line in my dreamlist.
#happy to be closer to aom

#thanks for all people who support me.

#UNP here I come.

Enjoying to write articles again

After a long time, i didnt write any academic writing. Neither journal article nor academic essay.

But, looking at my wife, she is pretty of course 😊, I realize that writting in academic life as a lecturer is a must. That is the way we upgrade our knowledge and prove our existance.

A lecturer without research and publish his study is not cool.

To be cool, i must conducting research and writting its article.

Go go go....

Allahu Akbar.

By the way , to day is 1 day after ied adha. My colleague still stick in their holiday probably, but i am already in the office.

Ganbatte kudasai...

And you know, today is 23rd of august .. my 29th birthday.

As in my family, there is no such a special celebration since my childhood. And i believe that there is nothing to be celebrate actually 😁

But if any body want to give me birthday gifts or birth day cakes, please feel free to do it.
I will receive it joyfully..

😄😂😂😂

When it was done

Hmm... Big event.

And being part of it is amazing.

In the middle of the problem,
And trying to be part of solutions.

Fiuh...
A new role for me as a treasurer.

Alhamdulillah

Almost done.

It will be finished after the event's report submitted to the Boss

Again... A matter of communication

Hmm....

When we communicate with somebody else, we have to assure that the message we delivered is received correctly by the person. If it is not, it may lead to (in a serious case) conflict between us and the person.

In condition if the conflict occur, we should take at least one of these treatments. First,keep calm and take a deep breath, put and drive  your mind to take a positive thinking side. Then, you restate and deliver again your message to ask confirmation. Second, keep calm and take a deep breath, put and drive your mind to take a positive thingking side. Then try to stop talking and just listening to your speaking partner. Hopefully by doing this you will get the point that ahaaaa... Actually both of you are not exactly conflict each other but it only about misscommunication.

:)

Submitting students mark

Alhamdulillah finally its done already. This semester is officially finished :)

Although i should stay a bit longer in the office. Until 21.04 wib.

Oh ya.. started from this thursday... I have been joined with AMT of stkip adzkia

Its nice to see and reflect our self based on expert guidance. The phsycholog was conducted an attractive training, so far.

But you know, i am not really a 100% in on this event, because some part of my mind still think about the time that i should spend with my little fam.

Hmmm...

Hokkeh. Just enjoy it ... Jho.

And Alhamdulillah my AoM are also preparing ielts in deakin unp program. Do the best honey.

And i will focua on Budi LN scholarship aplication... (Soon)

Really need a space

Alhamdulillah...

The application for Budi LN is already opened. Bismillah.

But yeahhh.... I really need a space.

Yup a space for me. My space to do my "office" things.

Rayo 1439 H

Alhamdulillah...

And now is time to prep our departure to padang tomorrow morning.

Hmmm.
Aas announcement, and i  am not the one on the list yet.

Hokkeh i should focus on the next step.
Endeavour, Budi ln and other scholarships.

Insya Allah.

Bahagia.....

Dear Allah.

Subhanallah...
I thank you so much for the happiness.
Allah always know what is the best for us. He knows the right time to inform us about something. So just do your best Nal. Allah already has the scenario for you.

Kabar2 bahagia.
#LoA .kamis 10 mei 2018
#akad alfi fadhila. Jumat 11 mei 2018
#perpanjangan  serdos. Sabtu 12 mei 2018 jam 2.00 am. (Padahal tgl 12 mei ini adalah deadline akhirnya).

So... Doa berikutnya adalah... Semoga ada plti padang yg buka test. Dan semoga hamba lulus.

Amiin YRA.

Juga persiapan beasiswa dan misteri masa depan lainnya.

#Marhaban ya Ramadhan.

Bagaimana unt lulus d bab sabar...

Kadang jadi malu sendiri dengan berbagai postingan d dunia maya.

Karena kadang dunia nyata tak seindah gemerlap tampilan d dunia maya itu.

Tentang sabar saja contohnya.

Ehm...

Susahnya :(

two years old... My Boy Shalahuddin Alaqsha Rifandi

Alhamdulillah...

Puji Syukur tiada terkira pada Mu Ya Rabb..

Yang segala permohonan hanya kepadMu kami tumpukan.

Two years already, the baby is growing up, and now, he become a little son.
he already now what he want, what he dont want and he can communicate it with people around.

Each moment we have together are very valuable, and not all of them can be written on this blog. But absolutely, it will remain in my memory clearly insya Allah.

Dear AoM, thank you very much for your strength, for your belief that you can give the ASI for two years.

Alhamdulillah, we can stop the ASI immediately on 17 of february 2018. Its funny, to see how Aqsha responded on this separation :D :D :D
"Atchoo.. mimik.. mimi aak"

Hehe...

When I flash back to the moment two years ago, the waiting time for aqsho's birth day were also the time when I give my Total Commitment to the way I walked in now. YUPS.. Aqsho's Age also mean the age of my commitment for this WAY. :)

Insya Allah.

Happy milad my dear. I love you.

dear Aqsha

Shalahuddin Alaqsha Rifandi,


Hari hari yang penuh kebahagian bersamamu Nak..

dan tak terasa, engkau membesar dan membesar, makin lincah dan cerdas.

Tak terbayang nanti jika kamu sudah benar- benar besar...


Ah.. mari nak kita nikmati saja dulu masa-masa kecil mu ini.

kadang sempat ku berpikir, kala bersamamu.... "jangan lah terlalu cepat waktu mengantarmu besar..."


Abi masih mau bermanja-manja bersamamu...

:) :)

semoga jadi anak yang saleh

too much talking

I define my self as a person who do not really like to interact with a too much talking person.

And I also keen on working in a silent environment.

But...

I just realized that, unconsciously, I am likely to have talked more than I need this previous days.


Hokke.. it is not good since it contrast with what I believe in. As a "silent person"

So, maybe to fulfill the demand of the boss, i need to cut down my talking frequencies and pay more attention for the upcoming deadline things.

#proposal
#apllication
#sending documents
#preparing the research

#AllahuAkbar
#KITA BISA

Old Room, new Taste

Hokkeh...

today is a little bit nano2 for me.

I should prepare myself to comeback into the reality.


And yeah.. of course, the real world is a hard place to struggle. We need to fight to be the winner.

Fight with our lazyness,....


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Ibroh dari sebuah pertemuan yang kuhadiri beberapa waktu lalu.

Andai nanti aku jadi seorang pimpinan, aku harus mampu menjadi perekat dan penyemangat untuk semua tim ku. Aku harus mampu menempatkan mereka semua sebagai orang-orang yang hebat dan dapat diandalkan. Walau mungkin beberapa ada yang spesial bagiku, namun tak kan ku ungkapkan di depan yang lainnya....

Karena memang, dibanding-bandingkan itu tidaklah enak....

:) :) :)

Semangattt semangattt semangattt

ALLAHU AKBAR

#luruskan niat
#rapatkan shaf
#kuatkan semangat
#kerja kerja kerja
#bisa dan mau

Lapor Bos... I am back

Yup.. and now... I am here, ready to rock the world again.. Hehe.


Many things to do, and lets do it one by one..

Bismillah.

#first day ngoffice in 2018

#1togo IELTS ia am coming

Alhamdulillah, H-1 for the first official test on this program.

Yup. Alhamdulillah, because i have done until this stage and I believe that I can give my best. Insya Allah.

Ya Rabb, hamba banyak salah dan khilaf.. :( ampuni hamba ya Rabb.

Berikan taufik dan hidayahMu kepada hamba dan teman-teman sehingga kami bisa menyelesaikan test ini dengan baik, lancar, sukses dan hasil terbaik.

perkenankanlah doa-doa kami Ya Rabb.

Amiin.