#2togo Per-Facing the first official test in this program

alhamdulillah this is the beginning of the third month.

I am happy, because not merely because the test will be in front of me immediately, but it also mean that the coming back time is nearly happen. :)

I got the announcement of the schedule this day.

I will have the written test on Saturday 25 November 2017 and the speaking test will be held on Sunday at 10.

Insya ALlah, i will do my best. Pray for me yach.

#Really miss you Honey and Aqsho..
#sometimes, some parts of my soul have already flied to Padang.
#But of course i have to finish this first.


Oya i plan to extend my study time until Isya.
And now is the first move of it. After a simulation with my study buddy, i went to the library and have a self study.

Bismillah

# 20togo Time fly SO fast.

We dont know exactly what will happen tomorrow or even We cannot predict for the next second of our Life .

Therefore, We have to use the time wisely .
Although Some people argue that life is only once, it should be spent worthfully .

And here, l am trying to deal with time so that l can make it useful .

#21togo Relax, Focus and Fly to the Top

Ehm...

in my opinion, neither the time , which is argued as the main factor that the students should pay attention for, nor the psychological pressure will let the result of the test decrease. Yet, it is the belief that will make it exist.

Thus, in order to avoid that circumstance to be happened, we ought to put the spirit up in our mind.

The spirit will guarantee that our effort will lead to success and we can pursue what we intended to.

Insya Allah.

And of course, managing the time and  relax will influence us in achieving it.

almost give up....

almost give up, since the activity and the work came hugely one by one... :D

But finally based on this condition, we can realize that we really need a help to organize everything. And our lovely mom appear beautifully for solving the condition. Thanks Mom.

Its a kind of an arrogant side of me. :)

And a beautiful week come after,

But of course there are still a lot of work to do, as Now.

The extended deadline of submitting ICOMSET article.. fiuh.

Bismillah...

#however, i should attend a student's proposal defense, and supervise one student who already made an appointment with me, and this noon there will be a meeting with the chairmen.

#so,,,, when i have time to write this article.....

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Just enjoy it. Jho.

Jatuh cinta lagi

hmm...

Pagi kemaren Angel Bilang, kalau ia jatuh cinta lagi padaku..


hehe..

hmmm....
Aku, seseorang yang biasa-biasa saja ini... yang tak pandai untuk beromantis ria, dan kadang juga tak mengerti cara memahami wanita. maklum wanita satu-satunya yang sangat berpengaruh disepanjang masa mudaku sebelum menikah adalah ibuku.

Ah...
benar mungkin.. :)
Angel jatuh cinta lagi padaku. tepatnya sabtu kemaren.
Mungkin karena sepekan ini adalah pekan yang sanghat sangat sibuk dan penuh debar-debar.

Biasanya jika suasana begini, tensi jadi tinggi.. :D

pas lewat hari jumat.. fiuhhh

we have a holiday.. walaupun itu hanya di rumah.

bermain bertiga tanpa memikirkan apa-apa

"rehat sejenak"

#Love you dinda Sayang.
#Uda minta maaf ye...

Welcome Acer, thank You Vaio

Ahad 24 July 2017

A new experience of life with Acer Aspire ES 11 ES1-132 RP.3.160.000 JBROSS Padang

Pride, egoism and anger.

I dont know what happen. But today i got angry with a condition i found in my campus. About authority, jobdes, and respect.

And when i got angry, my egois side will came up and you can see that i have a high pride.

Not a good habbit i think. Hmm... maybe i should learn how to manage it.

#i do apologize ya ustadz and dear collagues.

Tired and full...

Hmmm... namanya minggu tenang.. namun aktivitas tidak ada ketenangan.. :(

Padahal ini ramadhan. Banyak saja tugas dan kerjaan.
Ini semakin menguatkan azzam untuk perbanyak iktikaf nanti di 10 terakhir. Bismillah, insya allah.

Kadang ketika lelah, penat dan jengahh dengab segala kepadatan ini sifat lama terpendamku muncul.

Ya...
Aku kadang pada saat tertentu hanya peduli ttg aku dan keluarga ku saja. Tak begitu ambil pusing dg yg lain, siapa pun itu. Ada saat ketika aku hanya mau melakukan apa yg ku mau... dan tak peduli dengan orang lain. Entahlah... thats me.

Hmm... oya. Definisiku ttg "keluarga" sangatlah kaku, ketat dan sempit. Orang yg termasuk dalam semesta pembicaraanku ketika menyebut "keluarga" hanyalah aku istriku, anak anak ku, orang tua ku, abang dan adik adik ku, mertuaku dan adik iparku. Thats it

One day, we will thank Allah for what happen now

Alhamdulillah...

yeah... Everything happened for a reason.
Maybe we don't know what is the reason at the moment, but I always believe that Allah Might keep the reason secret until the right time.

It makes me learn to strengthen my vision and niat. Maybe I still need more time to prepare myself before returning to where I  belong. Yup. Niat and preparation.

So now... lets optimize the chance  we have.
AYYKTM
Apapun yang terjadi kami tetap mengabdi.

:)

2017 time for #PhD_Journey

Tidak terasa sudah masuk tahun 2017.

Alhamdulillah atas segala nikmat dan keberkahan serta lika liku indah perjalanan hidup selama ini ya Rabb. Terlebih tahun 2016 adalah tahun penuh dengan kenangan manis dan indah. perjuangan seorang dosen muda, suami muda, abi muda... :)

Tak sempurna memang.... tapi insya Allah Ane sudah berusaha.. walau kadang sabar itu hilang dan timbul.. walau kadang lebay dan lunglay... tapi toh karena Mu ya Rahman... ya karena izin dan ridho Mu.. hamba masih akan terus dan terus... terus berubah untuk lebih baik... terus berbenah untuk lebih sabar dan penuh semangat.

semakin cinta dengan dakwah ini... semakin butuh untuk selalu berada dalam dekapannya.

and dear Angel of Mine, thanks for being part of mylife dan tetaplah begitu selamanya hingga ke syurga... Amiin... 2016, bersamamu takkan pernah kulupa... :) kan menjadi sejarah manis perjuangan bahtera keluarga kita.

Ingat selalu visi misi cita cinta keluarga kita ya Sayang. :)
ingat kan Uda selalu.

Dear Aqsha... yg dalam namamu tertuang mimpi dan harapan kami... mimpi dan harapan bahwa Aqsha akan menjadi pejuang islam yang gagah berani... dan menjadi tentara pembebas palestina. Inysa Allah. Abi loves you, Aqsha sayang.

Mama, papa, Ibu, Atuk, om, tante, abang, adek2.. semoga semua dalam lindungan dan keberkahan dari Allah..

I am proud of you all.. semoga shaleh dan semakin shaleh..


#2017.... time for focus on my PhD Journey. Bismillah..
#go Abroad
#PhD
#Japan,Ausie, Holland  ayo aja
#RTM2018

antara aku dan semua tugas temugas ini...

hidup ini memang adalah sebuah pilihan. dan menikmatinya pun tergantung dengan cara apa yang kita pilih.

Mencoba mengoptimalkan segenap kemampuan untuk menuntaskan segala amanah.

Walau kadang semua tak seideal yang biasanya.

Aku menikmatinya, ya dengan segala terpaan dan hadangan yang dirintang, aku akan tetap melaju.
ya... mencoba untuk terus bergerak, mengayuh semua yang bisa dikayuh.... meski kadang ujian kesabaran datang silih berganti.

Aku yakin, itu adalah pertanda Rabb ku masih melihat hambaNya yang rendah ini. Hingga aku punya jenak-jenak moment untuk selalu instrospeksi diri. Karena kita ini manusia... ya manusia.

Aku akan tetap melaju...
Ya... hingga semuanya berakhir terhenti.

Ini karena aku yakin Rabb ku Maha Kuasa dan kepadaNya lah aku bermohon.

Iya... di sini aku bercerita tenag AKU.
#metime

Alhmdulillah, Allah masih menegur.

Ya... sudah terlalu lama mungkin hanya sibuk dengan rutinitas, maklum, rimba raya kehidupan ini kami arungi bertiga... dengan tugas dan deadline yg tiada henti.

Insya allah, semua ada hikmahnya.

Dear jazz and dear vario and dear xperia, I do apologize for not serving you well. Insya allah, I will remember that you also deserve to get your right.

Semoga ga ada problem lagi dengan kalian ya, dear.

Hmmm....
And my boy are growing up. Udah pintar ini itu, semoga jadi anak yg sholeh dan hafidz quran ya nak. :)

Hmm...
Hari ini kita ngedate, mumpung aqsha sama nenek. What a nice day, although,  although. ?. : D
Love you angel.

Alhamdulillah.

Yup, no matter how....

Yup no  matter how, no matter what. Only you know how hard your life is.

Dijalani saja. Karena orang sering lupa untuk melihat situasi dengan kaca mata orang lain.

Mereka kadang hanya tahu tentang sesuatu yang menurut mereka tepat dan seharusnya seperti apa. Tanpa ia tahu bahwa semua itu tidaklah sama.

Misal, apa yang harus dikerjakan orang sebelum ke kantor, rute mana saja yang harus dilaluinya, berapa jarak yang mesti diarungi.

Kadang orang merasa bebannya sama.. kan sama-sama supir, kan sama-sama ma najer, kan sama-sama dosen, saya begini berarti kamu juga mesti seperti ini dong.
Hmm... medan kita kadang berbeda boy, Peran kita juga mungkin berbeda.

Ini menjadi pelajaran berharga bagi saya.
1. Only ourselves know how hard ourlifes is
2. Dont ever judge people only based on what we see. Really, we really dont know the great story behind it.
3. appreciate. ... yup appreciation.   Appreciate everything in your life. Because insya allah everything happens with a reason. Allah knows the best for us.

OK... Enough.

Yup,, thats enough. Lets back to the world.

Many things to do.

Sometime, only our ownself knows how busy we are and we dont know to start where. And yeah enough for this lalala yeyeye things. I am done

Pernak pernik raya

Kadang teringat bagaimana menjelang raya di padang. Dan bagaimana merayakannya. Cukup simple Dan sederhana Cukup di rumah saja Dengan keluarga kecilkusaja.. Damai Dan khidmat dg sendirinya.

Dan ketika sekarang-sekarang beragam warna Dan acara... Hehe, kesana Dan kesana...

Akh namanya juga lain lubuk lain ikannya. :) dinikmati saja. Besok2 mesti coba raya di padang juga. Raya yg simple sederhana tanpa Banyak acara acara :)

Selamat idul fitri 1437 H.

Semoga kita bersua kembali dg Ramadhan thn depan. Semoga Allah menerima amal ibadah kita.

Ramadhan yg penuh berkah. Bersama kekasih Hati Dan belahan jiwa....

#padang, I miss u

Silakan berkarya anak muda

Looking at the title, it sounds that I am too old right :D

Yeah maybe. Since I already have a little boy at home and the people in my job world call me by using "Pak". -_-

Just now, I unconsciously found  my neighbour's instagram account. He is my junior and we are not in contact each other for long time. Hmm... He already grown-up become a visionary boy. Yups with contribution to the nation. Whoa..

I just remember about my past when I still at college. Yup.. Organize many thing, become volunteer for communuty development, doing many activities which contribute to others.

I feel that when I in my position now, I couldnt di as much and as free as before. Yeah I still try to give my contributions but it different you know.

So, bagi kawula muda, gunakanlah waktu muda mu dengan sebaik baiknya. Cobalah Hal Hal Baik sebanyak Mungkin. Berbaktilah sedini Mungkin. Karena Jika kamu sdh masuk Ke Dunia Profesional, Maka Mungkin waktumu tak Lagi sebanyak Dan sebebas dulu.

#justjho

Nothing

Cintaku adalah cinta yang sederhana. Hanya cinta yang tidak punya apa-apa

Minus

Hmm.. Yeah aku hanya selalu tak pernah bisa dengan segera hapal tentang nama orang, nama jalan, denah lokasi, serta segala Hal tentang motor ataupun Mobil :D :D klo hapal rumus mtk sih bisalah dikit2 Alhamdulillah

Sea dr 4 2016

Alhamdulillah this is the d day. Actually not as horrible as I think. Yeah just prepare well do the best and pray. Allah will always with you insya allah.

I like the atmosphere, meet and discuss with academia and scientists from various institution.

There are still many gaps in my mind about the topics the model the terms :)

But thats is the challenge, I really thanks Allah for this moment.

Meet my supervisors around the world.

Keren itu kalo lihat bapak ibuk yg udah ga muda lagi present something yg really scientific itu sesuatu bingit.

Life is unpredictable

Yups, I think everybody will agree with me that life is unpredictable.

For example, when you planed your schedule for a day perfectly then as soon as the day is coming, you can see the planed you have made are changing. Sometimes slightly but in another time it changes dramatically.

Learning from the experience, now I am a bit curious to wait and see what will happen to the plan that I made for a particular day.

Its amazing bro. And it could surprise you and make your day more colorful.

Just enjoy it. On the one hand you organize the plan and ready for doing it as your plan and on the other hand you are waiting for the surprise moment and how to deal with it.

Alhamdulillah.. I really enjoy it insya allah. Eventough, sometimes it seems to be rough, but everything happen with a reason right. And thats Allah's scenario insya Allah.

:)
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As today, one of my surprise moment is when suddenly I spent more than an hour just to hear one of my mentee talk. He talk about manything. And subhanalloh it reminds me about this phrase "donot judge a book by its cover"
And yeah the more you hear the more you learn and in the same time it makes you to do more reflections in your ownlife. About what Allah already Gives you.

Alhamdulillah

The next surprise moment in this day, I met my old schoolmate unconsciously when I go to sph for greeting the didi's baby boy.

Yups again, listening their story and get the ibrah. Insya allah

#hmm
I should prepare for seadr 4 in unp in 17 and 18 april...

Can you imagine that all keynote speakers and all keynote parallels presenter have relation with me .. My Dutch supervisor, my surabaya supervisors, my palembang supervisors and my Australia (potential) supervisor... Wow otokeee what should I do??????????
Hmm but first, let finish what this machine do...

#14 april 2016
#waiting for the laundry
23.50 wib