too long

Hmm...

How can these days seem to be so long...

oo come on... what is this.

Until now, I have been experiencing some LDR momments. For 1 day, 2 days, a week, three months at most (even two times, for the 3 months).

But, I don't know why, i miss them so bad for now.

May be it caused by the pandemi which push us to have more time with the family.

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I feel empty.

Dear Allah, ....

Thank you very much. Segala puji hanya bagiMu.

working from home to a new normal

I am grateful to Allah who guide me in all of my way.

I still remember when I decided to calling back my family to Padang before the semi Lockdown was applied in west sumatera province due to the spread out of covid 19.

I am not regret it, it is worthy enough to make my WFH life wonderful.

Yes indeed, my emotional expressions are vary, sometimes up and down during the wfh coz I could not focus on doing my job. You know, two little active and cute boys around.

Many times I should go to Lubuk buaya to do the office work.

After all, its worthy enough. I enjoyed it very much and still for the next days...

I have more time with the family, I learn many things around them.

I realised that I am not that good as a husband and as a father and as a son in law. However, you know me so well right? I am kinda person who always give my best effort in pursuing my goal when I have decide to do something. 

And I decided to be a husband, a father and a son in law in a good way, then let the universe see that I will fight till my last breath to pursue it.

Although, there may be many troubles around the journey :).

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Hokkeh, a new normal era is implemented now. Started from 5 june 2020, I back to campus and start working from office with the health protocol. Bismillah.

a working wife

Dear my love.

I don't prepare something special on your birthday and also in our 5th anniversary.

Unfortunately, we are also separated (for a while insya Allah) by the covid 19 antisipation protocol. Mui padang has already give a fatwa about praying at home, not to conduct jamaah prayer at masjid. Either for jumuah or the 5 daily times. So sad actually. 

But don't worry, although i am not as romantic as a poetrician (i don't know the right term for penyair puisi), i will make something special for you. (Remember the callendar??? :D :D )

For today, the special thing i made is.....

Tarrrraaaa......

I decision.

Yup, a decision for giving a commitment that I will support you totally in your career ***. I will pray so that you can be a PNS nan penuh berkah. I will pray so that you can be a professional lecturer nan penuh berkah. I will pray that you can be a profesor nan penuh berkah (together with me of course :) ) And I will not including "unworking" as one of criteria for our future minantu ;)

Is it clear honey?

Muach.

Love you.

(*** You do all of it with SMILE. ALL OF IT. career as a wife, a mother, a mintuo (later on), a grandma (later on), a grandma uyut (very later on), a lecturer, a profesor, etc)

:)

missing you for the whole weekend

I define my self as a person who try to focus and professional in my job.

I also define my self as a person who concern on dividing personal life stuff with job or office working life.

I also define my self as a person who concern on equality and proportionality in the working life.

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I am feel a bit jealous, when in an out of the office working, a member bring his/her family.

* It will make him or her not focus on doing the job.

*It will make other member also feel or miss him or her family also.

*It is unfair, 

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Just enjoy it

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Miss you all, my best heroes.

Love you

titah tak bertuah

Singgasana megah dalam istana tua

Dengan permadani perca beragam warna

Lengang, sepi tanpa cahaya

Sayup-sayup, hewan malam bersuara

Merapal mantra kehidupan

Dengan semangat alakadarnya.

Menemani si pemilik tahta 

Yang bertitah tak bertuah

Menanti gelap membawanya pergi.

pendar silau di ufuk fajar

Menari mentari dibalut kabut pagi
Mengusir temaram malam yang telah ringkih
Lelah datang pergi, berulang setiap hari

Menari sinar pagi disela tetes embun
Menghalau cahaya bulan nan kian pudar
Penat melawan awan gelap, berebut hadir kuasai langit

Tarian bangau putih, mengiring langkah burung-burung kecil
berlari-lari di atas angin
mengepak-ngepak sayap,
menghalau silau nan berpendar di ufuk fajar.