missing you for the whole weekend

I define my self as a person who try to focus and professional in my job.

I also define my self as a person who concern on dividing personal life stuff with job or office working life.

I also define my self as a person who concern on equality and proportionality in the working life.

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I am feel a bit jealous, when in an out of the office working, a member bring his/her family.

* It will make him or her not focus on doing the job.

*It will make other member also feel or miss him or her family also.

*It is unfair, 

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Just enjoy it

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Miss you all, my best heroes.

Love you

titah tak bertuah

Singgasana megah dalam istana tua

Dengan permadani perca beragam warna

Lengang, sepi tanpa cahaya

Sayup-sayup, hewan malam bersuara

Merapal mantra kehidupan

Dengan semangat alakadarnya.

Menemani si pemilik tahta 

Yang bertitah tak bertuah

Menanti gelap membawanya pergi.

pendar silau di ufuk fajar

Menari mentari dibalut kabut pagi
Mengusir temaram malam yang telah ringkih
Lelah datang pergi, berulang setiap hari

Menari sinar pagi disela tetes embun
Menghalau cahaya bulan nan kian pudar
Penat melawan awan gelap, berebut hadir kuasai langit

Tarian bangau putih, mengiring langkah burung-burung kecil
berlari-lari di atas angin
mengepak-ngepak sayap,
menghalau silau nan berpendar di ufuk fajar.

lika liku "jalan mencari Tuhan"

More than a month for me in my way on learning to tazkiyatun nafs. Learning about dzikir qalbu.

Alhamdulillah. 

I am not that good yet ofcourse but i am feeling better.

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Today, I don't know why, myself just push me to yake a jumuah prayer on Baiturrahmah.

And masya Allah, the khatib is ust Hidayat.

May be, my soul is really miss to meet the asatidz. 

Barakallah ya ustadz, hopefully Allah Will always guide you. Amiin.

like and dislike

Being a human means that you should Interac with people around.

However, when you think that you are charming enough to be with them, the fact says something else. It seems that the people think you have many sides which they are dislike.

So, yeahh...

Just be your self, keep upgrade and stay focus.

Everything is just for Allah.

here we go again

Alhamdulillah,

Semua hiruk pikuk dunia pekerjaan, Allah jadikan jalan bagiku untuk bertemu dengan jalan mulia, jalan para pembelajar, jalan para pencari Tuhan.

Alhamdulillah,

Tidak ada yang terjadi melainkan ada hikmah dibalik nya.

Dan insya Allah saya pun yakin demikian.

Walau ielts sdh expire,

Walau Loa sdh expire,

Walau beasiswa lpdp entah gimana kelanjutannya...

Tapi satu yang pasti,

Nal, you have to stay focus and keep the spirit up.

Akan ada jalannya insya Allah.

#1 #7forUmmy Ada aman My?

The first lonely day in this planet.

:)

Until now 19.25 WIB i still here, in the beloved campus. At the parking area of the mosque actually. Hmm.. i think it will be nice if i do like this. Extend my daily campus live until isya.

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As my son still in adaptation mode with their new environment, the most sentence that i wanna ask to angel is " Ada aman anak2 my?"

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Hmm...
I believe Allah will show us the right way to deal with all of this.

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Ironically, it seems that me myself the one who not aman.
Like now.. just waiting isya time while blogging in the parking area..😁😁

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However, this is what me and my wife have decided.
This is our journey.
Insya Allah... We can manage this phase.

To prepare our next milestone.